Today is the Sabbath & if circumstances were different then they are, you would find the three of us attending our church meeting together. Daddy, Chrissy & Me. I wish with all my little girl heart that I could join with them, but my health hasn't allowed me to do it! I get so winded just going a few feet, because of my A-Fib. Though lately it has been acting more like Heart Failure like my Mommy had before she passed away last year.
That is why I need to get the weight off to lessen the symptoms, I will still have mine, because my is hereditary. It will just be greatly lessened.
Today, I just have been in a reflecting mood & wondering about how my life is going & where I need to be. Thinking about the surgery hoping it is soon so that I can finally breath again! Sing in a Choir again. The reason I stopped going to my ward choir in 2011 was because I couldn't breath & it was so difficult just to catch my breath.
Also to Return to Church!
I was told in a recent blessing that Heavenly Father could take this trial from but that he would not. There has to be a lesson that he wants me to learn and this is the only way that I can learn it! I will do my very best Heavenly Father!
The biggest problem now is the shortness of breath & water retention, but those are working together---making it uber difficult for me! My legs & knees have swollen to probably 2X there size, so sometimes, I have to use a cane! This too shall pass! Can hardly move around, it has to get better doesn't! It will!
Please Family & Dear Sweet Friends share your love, your kind & caring thoughts over my long journey! I will need to get through this incredible hill! And to my Heavenly Angels especially my sweet Mommy--Thanks for watching over me!
I Love You Forever!! Sparkle Forever Mommy!
The only Heart Attack I want to see if
the Love You Share With Me & Each Other!!
Hugs & Kisses!!
Tune in tomorrow for another installment of
From My Heart
on Heart to Heart From Me!